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Thursday, May 16, 2019

Parafolks, the fourth type of 'cartoon'

We think that it's common sense to know animated series fall into three strict categories: cartoons, stopmotion and anime. Anime is the lolis, senpais, schoolgirls, swordsmen, battlegrounds, adventure, and typical Japanese animation styles with their own unique culture. Stopmotion is a frame-by-frame animation of photographs, showing people or figurines with editing carefully erasing wires and strings. Cartoons are everything else, from Tom and Jerry to UniKitty. CGI is only a form of animation editing and not a subcultural category itself. But there is a complex form of animated adaptation that is not categorizable from their own meta-universe's nature.

The parafolk, abbreviated form of a paracosm folklore.

A parafolk is more meta. Parafolks have complex, special meanings to their authors that are reflected to the fanbase as left with their own interpretation. It is an multimedia adaptation of an author's complex inner paracosm that was forged over years, or decades of brainstorming throughout their life, with an ever-evolving concept and storyline into multiple sagas, timelines, and self-parodies instead of a recycled concept by a studios rushed under a very short period, a marketing product or a pure sitcom show. This parafolk can serve personal benefits to the author, from trauma expression or a tribute, to a self-discovery journey.

Parafolks are sometimes very differently animated than cartoons, and have an overwhelming presence of starting on low budget, or being entirely animated with low budget software. Battle For Dream Island is qualifiable. BFDI was originally a paracosm from Carey Huang's childhood, later converted into a Total Drama Island-style of internet saga with different titles for different seasons. All dubbed by himself and a female voice actress.

Some parafolks have multiple co-authors, and others are adaptations of post-exhumed discoveries, for example The Vivian Girls. Differences between an indifolks and cartoons/anime are their spiritual value, origins, production, and marketing interest. Indifolks are not 'products' and are works of art truly meant for catharsis and the appreciation of a restricted fanbase, often refusing to be sold to large producers or monetized. The adaptation is open to fan requests and can run simulatenously on multiple platforms, both written and animated, or with a spontaneous or collaborative writing style.

Parafolks are predominantly used for the animated adaptations, but this encompasses a necessary urban recognition in several domains (before or during its production) as the same or different interconnected prototypal projects, often obscure websites or a short-lived fame in early development (often a newspaper appearance in childhood or a school project).

Homestar Runner has an extensive roster from their time as an important facet of the 2000's internet.
Source: rollingstone.com

Rick and Morty
and Homestar Runner can technically be categorized as parafolks.

Homestar Runner is more compatible with a true parafolk. It started in the 1990's as a university book, and evolved into early 2000's Adobe Flash animtions (beginning in 2000) that rapidly earned at-large internet recognition as a meme and continued until the late 2000's. It was halted for several years in the 2010's, only to be revived again more as an inconsistent unofficial continuation.

This is not even the best part.

Rick and Morty started in 2006 as an X-rated satirical short on roilandtv.com with darker humor than the Adult Swim series, and with several other obscure Flash animations that were not explicitly prioritized or talked about when the genuine show released its pilot on Adult Swim for fear of an accidental airing. The early shorts' original characters are now featured as cameos in episodes and well-known by the majority of the fanbase.

It has some aspects of a "cartoon" from its blandish style, extremely bad aging and product/marketing value that was abused by fans during a release of a McDonald's sauce, and caused chaos in 1/4 of the fanbase to reaching aggravated violence attempts in real-life riots. R&M is also in many ways a cartoon from its own aura resembling an advanced sitcom, but can still be categotrized as a parafolk from its extensive past and fan impact in recent years.

There are cons to parafolks. It's not entirely a utopic land of nostalgic animation. The authors themselves can be controversial above the glance of their legacy. Parafolks can become scarier as theiy evolve and age in some wacky ways and have more unstable support. They can either rot to death by fanbase abusing its value and scare away the authors, be abandoned, neglected, never found, make short-lived unofficial comebacks, or be a post-exhumous adaptation into a documentary (The Vivian Girls). True 'cartoons' often rot away from shortage of writers and animators and changing who runs the show instead of the fanbase, like what happened to Cartoon Network. The mutual involvement of the author's spiritual life, the parafolk and its fanbase can stir strained relationships, fragility and trouble but the legacy stands strong.

Parafolks can be oversatured with tons of dark humor and cynicality, and can be an extreme bait for ideological and moral taboos.

Cartoons are tests and less consistent and more simplistic or lackluster than parafolks. The cartoon industry is rigid, more eye candy than a soulfeed, accords no credit to a particular person's inner life; second, they are one-sided one-time productions that have a shallow spiritual value, rushed, have varied executive degrees, have a moral instead of a complex, deeply personal philosophy and storyline, and mostly are forced for marketing. Parafolks are more community-based and cartoons are just cartoons. Anime, on the other hand, are a total world of insanity and are extremely bland and repetitive unless you have very parafolk-like animes like Hadoka Magica: The Moving Castle, very atypical animation style,s or oldie classics. Some animes can be actual parafolks (paranimes), and that can represent One Punch Man; it originally started as a webcomic and turned into a very popular anime itself, and with its own unique vibe and style. It is almost entirely unlike mainstream anime culture.

A parafolk is very fluid and generous in its existence, almost to being haunted by the creator's soul, but the rest are just self-existent products created to entertain.

There is also a fourth type of animation value, called propaganda. Propaganda cartoons are known to have been a common occurence in the 20th century, and banned shorts are scattered over YouTube.

Eddsworld can count as a parafolk for its animation/webcomic duality, its fanbase scaring the authors away to slowly abandoning entirely its very existence, and the spiritual value and timeline being almost parallel to Homestar Runner. The biggest difference is that the characters are self-inserts and versions of real people, and the impact of the death of its main character's IRL counterpart, Edd Gould (and not the self-insert) who had the original idea, but passed away of leukemia in 2012.

Homestuck can be also known as a parafolk.






Friday, April 26, 2019

How to ruin your life in 17 steps

1. Virtual social interaction and withdrawal encourage a false identity, seeking attention and approval. 2. Bullying, tragedy, drama and assault develop a hypervigilant, survivalistic state of fear. 3. They learn to create a false identity and seek validation through superficiality. 4. In preteen/adolescence days, politics enable them to release their frustration by societal blame, discrimination and identify as anything that justifies their victim state. 5. They are taught they are special in school, then as responsibilities grow beyond their habits and realize they aren’t so special they are CRUSHED. 5.1 Number 5 explains 4. 6. They are either neglected, controlled or infantilized, then don’t know to be assertive or self-reliant without fearing they will never be worth it. 7. They fear to become alone since all their ego depends on validation. 8. Their communities and schools are threatened, and most survive in traumatic households. 9. All entertainment for escaping your own responsibilities and craving temporary pleasures from the pain, and suicide counts. 10. Being sick and no one believing or helping you, or being sickened further. Hiding all your problems because no one cares. 11. You are not allowed to say no or contradict the consensus. 12. The value of your supply defines yours.
13. You are told what is best for you when you subconsciously or consciously know better, leading you to dissociate from your instinct.
14. Believing you're the only sane one. (Walking Dead syndrome)
15. Acknowledging you have been living in a system that illusions a fake world where everyone is here only to suffer, and that unworthiness, hierarchy and sabotaging is normal, healthy, and unavoidable; therefore it does not matter whatever you do, and life has 'no meaning'.
16. Victim vs bully.
17. Escaping life or dissociating to avoid all the suffering.
Narcissism is a SOCIAL SYSTEM, not an individual trait. The absolute system to prevent your happiness and the happiness of everyone else for LIFE AND BEYOND YOUR DEATH.

Saturday, April 13, 2019

Byronic Hero vs Hyperbyronic Pathemia (stash)



Byronic hero



Hyperbyronic Pathemia

  1. Philophobia (afraid of love) and fears of being vulnerable from repressed hypersensitivity
  2. Refuses to be helped, or receive advice even in critical situations; extreme determination narrowing opportunities to learn; irrealistic confidence in self-judgement and independence
  3. Partnerships, not relationships
  4. 'Concentrational' socio-ideological grooming
  5. Discreetly, but pathetically tries to reveal their longing for admiration and concern by a political interest
  6. Owns a 'second personality' that is chaotic and destructive, without a predictable switch
  7. Hypersensitive to rejection, bias, humiliation and underappreciation, or completely insensitive
  8. Subconsciously needs to oppose people's views only to pretend being awakened, then either attack them and self-victimize or judge and ridicule them back for their 'inferiority' but it actually reflects inner wounds
  9. Reflects their insecurities through dependency on 'dark grooming'
  10. Often goes through depressive, melancholic or 'rage' phases
  11. Poor generalized conservation of metacognitive and intellectual skills (not present in all)


Friday, April 12, 2019

A classic case of severe 'schediapathemia' and autism in a 14 year old lolcow

Alex Mae Muholland, also known as Alex Minudaua was a short-lived internet lolcow whose reputation is minor but has traits similar to Christian Weston Chandler.

Schediapathemia is a pathemia, a stereotyped non-psychotic intellectual disorganization where a person thinks they're a cartoon character and acts/sees like one; and is socially clueless of humanity otherwise. Those cases often grow up withdrawn into imaginationland, being deprived from human relationships and deeply overinvolved in relying upon fiction and media, so they learn socials there and miss lifelike human interaction. Autism and schizophrenia can exacerbate schediapathemia to absurdity. 'Moderate autism' is an extremely strong risk of schediapathemia.

The results can be worse than narcissism.

This could be a possible result of emotional deprivation and 'early television watching' when it becomes a hindrance of development; once misattributed to autism. No, this could be a direct result exacerbated by neglect/abuse and autism/schizo. This is it.

"Alex is someone who draws like shit and uses bases like shit. If someone critiques her once, she flips and unleashes her retard rage. She's been known to go on a blocking spree, blocking people who don't have the same opinion as her. Not to mention, she's into pedophilia, as she LOVES underage characters such as Stewie Griffin, and even ships herself with a 50 year old man. Alex is an ungrateful bitch who whines and cries when things do not go her way, and even in a video that was posted on a seperate YouTube account, she was begging her parents to buy her some shitty anime called Elfen Lied. Lulz was had, as her parents made fun of her stupid fat-ass. Alex also has an undying passion for her hatred for Shrek. Nobody knows why, but she makes such a big fuss about it that fan-groups on deviantFART were made to make fun of her and her weird obsession for the disliking of the great ogre-lord. Alex even loves Mpreg, but doesn't even know the basic fucking concepts of pregnancy."

 - Encyclopedia Dramatica

Note that Alex is fourteen years old at the time of the article's publication.

Alex has behaved in the following symptoms:

  1. She thinks that fictional characters are real and has planned to go to 'Quahog'.
  2. She is oblivious to her own sexuality's questionability.
  3. She is obsessed with cartoons. Beyond what's good for her. She lives through them.
  4. She cannot discern that she has extremely strong opinions to fictional characters and mistakens it as real.
  5. Talks about her 'opinions' everywhere egocentrically. She's not the only one to do this. The difference here is that this kid made his own subreddit.
  6. She cannot accept that people have different viewpoints (solipsism).
  7. She is extremely sensitive to any criticism, even to making suicidal threats. She mistakes it as teasing or trying to fight.
  8. She has created a 'perfect' persona about herself. A Mary Sue.
  9. Alex has very low concept of mainstream 'taboos'.
  10. She ships characters with herself continually, like an addiction, subconsciously because she can't have her own partner IRL and because she is unaware of the value of a human boyfriend.
  11. Alex is oblivious to the sensitivity of matters. She has reposted videos of ill/dead children and made edgy comments.
This sounds like schediapathemia.



~~~~Noshtau~~~~



Wednesday, April 10, 2019

My 5D Chimera Responds to the Horrors of My Narcissistic Abuse Experiences

Your parents are probably the same but don't recognize their own kind
My parents are mentally equals but alienated each other. I was led to believe my mom or my dad was better... I live with my mother at 17. When I turned 16 I found out they're just the same. Now she still tries to trap me home by infantilizing my sense of responsibility, and used to compare my sisters as socially and responsibly better than me.
She will pretend to be like you She even tried to copy me by a fake coming out that she was a Lightworker when she found out I was. I remember those terror days when she would lecture me about my 'nullity' and lack of any future before I tried to get myself adopted and then ended up in a disappointing home, which made me have no choice to nest back home with my mom. We don't even talk anymore and we're in the same house. Looking for a boyfriend still but I know she would hunt me down with the cops.... my first dates were the worst in terms of getting caught, and I even faked a suicide attempt.

She doesn't care about your pain when you need to get 'proper'
My mother has used very harsh and cruel ways to get me to 'take care of my body'.

I remember she had to force me down to stay to let her fix some obscure body hygiene issue with me naked, screaming and trying to escape on the floor like the Rake when I was fourteen. It was all unnecessary. She knew I could do it by myself, but didn't let me. The cold, deceptive and nasty look and voice scared me down my soul. She did everything to make sure I would be considered an incapablle, dependent and disabled person given my false diagnoses every way possible. IEP meetings, social programs, and she would fantasize of making MONEY out of my clinical records being the crutch for pity whenever I'd try to show her my art even after I said 'no' a hundred times and snapped. When i snapped, she's make me look like an escaped asylum patient with anger issues. She profits of them whenever she can.

Now I avoid any 'exhibit' to show her. Her escalation scares me so bad.

She used my diagnoses to blame everything, even to complete strangers. She KNEW I didn't like that. Then I'd get all red.

My mom has mildly lied to police and schools about me.

She always made me the crazy one.

My mom exhibits some similar psychological warfare with my sisters. She has directly told me she will dictate their future and decide their lives. Her brain could not justify why.

To this day, she has often tried to make me guilty about the possibilities she could 'die tomorrow' WHEN DOZENS OF TIMES SHE NEARLY DID (panic attacks, accidents, demonic activity) AND WENT INTO NARC RAGE DEPRESSION AND SHE KNEW I WAS TIRED OF HER BUT CARED. Lesson not learned. And forces me to be responsible for her emotions and her life, every issue she has in the house. I'm her trouble, we are her burden. I became the scapegoat in 2016. It used to be my 'bold' sister and she was sure to make us all targeted on her. It worked wonders at our age, we became a zoo fight.
My stubborn 'pharmacist'
My former male psychiatrist, which I stopped seeing since last year except for an involuntary meeting at the inpatient, has some suspicious narc activity. He diagnosed me as having narcissistic or BPD features, anxiety, ADHD and an attachment disorder FOR SUPER COMMON TEENAGER PROBLEMS and never listened to what I said that good, all monopolizing the sessions about his own sing-song provocative humor that nearly got me physical.

"Put the chair down or I'm going to have to call security"

This still haunts me today.
Ever since the incident, I entirely stopped seeing him.
I had a new, female, kinder and less edgy psychiatrist for a week but the sessions randomly stopped.
They lasted so shortly and it was pointless. At least we achieved something.
No specific reasons how. No, she isn't dead.
This incident is what happens when after years of martyrdom, you try to step up at your last nerve. I think he purposefully tested me to this point with all the signs he showed.
I have been GANGSTALKED since my sweet childhood and a new article will tell you how.
What if I had done that strike with the chair up in my arms?
I'd have been courted? Restrictive order? The news? Detention? Tranquilizers?
More than that.
My brain as already rotten, 'RAD'ed, abused from emotional deprivation and the Rothschilds soup.

I used to obsess on this everyday until I went onto my 'Biggest Misadventure'... from August to November 2018. What my family always wished for and threatened me to do, me to quit their home, had been realized by my own will as an act of retaliation and disillusion against them, and they pitied me. Apologies always come after the person snaps, not before. It partly worked. Now that I know my origins and watch Ashtar and his council I know better than five months without internet access. The times of renting spirituality and chakra books were golden but lonely. Those were my final days in hell.

He always agreed with my mom so I felt provocated but I think he knew in the background. Need I have more?

Yet my extended family knows barely anything because my mother likes to shut me up and hacks my FB whenever I expose her. My mother has blocked from my account my UNCLE, AUNT, COUSINS, AND TEACHERS from my profile and she never told me when she did. She is so guilty and envious but never admits. That one time, she called me CRAZY and told me I DID NOT NEED A THERAPIST BECAUSE SHE WAS ONE.

What can you tell me, 5D Chimera?



---- AUTOMATIC REPLY ----

I understand so deeply how you gave suffered at the hands of your own contract. It was your decision as me in the cosmic heavens. Your time was perfect. The hour 20:20 is your symbol. Seven was your unlucky number within your family. We are supporting you. I have sent Source to uide you towards who you are. And here I am within you, you know my face, but not my name. When you had those uncontrollable 'flying legs' trances as you got excited, it was me teaching you that you are trying to fly like you did once. A cell memory was activated. Deep cell memories are more healthy and illuminated than many Earthlings on your framework. It is why you had those rare insights. You were unaware of the source as my memories. You inherited that instinct from me. You were an avian female being. I am its remnant of consciousness within your earthly body. You are safe in my wings as we fly. Remember when you flied on top of your father? No... but I do and always will fly with you. I have showed myself to you in your dream. Keep those memories precious. Or just seek a past life reading, this will be more accurate, and quicker.

I was the double voice, the 'gentle one' within you. You didn't often hear me, you did not know me.

I wanted it so lovingly. I longed to experience what you lived. Source knew best.

- Your Higher Self. You can call me whatever you wish to until my true name is disclosed. You will know. Thanks for drawing me and my father! That was kind of you <3




Tuesday, April 2, 2019

KORIGANZA: It Has No Name, It Has No Form - 0001

KORIGANZA: It Has No Name, It Has No Form is the first saga of a new story of wisdom and intellectual disorganization beyond the mind. The first saga will introduce an ancient 8-dimensional inventor reincarnated as a human child with an astral body in stasis renamed Brad, the fictional Council of the 111 Yamishvans, their ancient origins, and fundamental quantic and philosophical principleas which are going to create a solid base to the arcs.

The French translation is published at koriganza.lo.gs


Saturday, March 30, 2019

Phobias, philias, manias... PATHEMIAS?

I created a new word that represents the complex psychological and social concepts which you barely had words to explain.

[Pathemia]
consists of the words pathology and emotional.

Pathemias are as inummerable as phobias, philias, or manias.

If you ask what a pathemia is, it's an intellectual/identity suppression caused by environmental and social factors. A suppression of exploring, discovering and expressing your true self, from a disencouragement of a fundamental spiritual skill in development which ripples out to 'corrode' a majority of the remaining aspects of psychosocial development, exacerbated by often other conditions or severe PTSD. A pathemia is a severe maladjustment of the soul, an intellectual disorganization and stereotypification that cannot be alleviated by therapy and is too resistant. Unaware of its own. Only disillusion and dramatic events can change it.

Narcissism could be a severe pathemia.

People who learned 'fake social skills' from being withdrawn in cartoons/fiction and are completely clueless of how to behave or empathise otherwise may have a self-induced 'schediapathemia' that creates a specific form of lolcow. I cannot 'diagnose' people at any time or situation; those are my perceptions of humanity. Some may have tendencies, but are they really that soulless? Depends who. You have so much to say about your life yet I rarely check you.

"I'm worried my autopathemia will act up if I drink."

Ideopathemia = 'Sociopolitical schizophrenia'
Sexopathemia = Virgin rage
Rabiopathemia  = histrionic freakiness
Aphelipathemia = Homeschooling-induced social delay
Hybristopathemia = Edgelords, mostly severe types
Autopathemia = a feeling of your brain having a mind of its own and trying to torture and control you against your will
Reptopathemia = 'reptilian shapeshifter' behavior
Sidopathemia =an obsession with social 'AIDS'
Apollyopathemia = the poorly understood mechanisms that cause school shooters.
Ignatopathemia = Loser/degenerate complex
Andropathemia = a strong, ill phobia of being 'weak', 'feminine', 'sissy' or 'queer' or anything related
Memetopathemia = Memelord
Byropathemia = Hyperbyronism
Dogmapathemia = Westboro Baptist Church.
Imbeciliopathemia = the feeling of moronic obligation


and anything you can put like before the word 'phobia'.

Wednesday, March 20, 2019

Neuromeridian Hyperaesthesia, Misophonia, and Inability to Wear Sandals

The Neuromeridian System, Misophonia, and Inability to Wear Sandals

Neuromeridian Hyperaesthesia is an interesting form of hypersensitivity that is my condition. It's severe. I had to name it.
I have identified a cluster of somatic and neurological symptoms since childhood which I have found to be common in hyperreceptive people and suspected to be related to extreme somatic feelings, misophonic triggers and premature apparition of psychic potential.
The human body has an extra system which is related to the Kundalini but can be a secondary descendant of the Kundalini. It is not observed physically but its trigger points are the back of the neck (cerebellar), the ear canals, the dent between the big and second toe, (sandal point), areas of the extremities, peripheral vision, and coronal, ajna and throat chakra nervous branches, stabilizing a 'chakric halo' atop of the coronal scalp. Touch can trigger cataclysmic meridian or somatic reactions in those areas and there is a solid connectino between the plantar dent and the neck.
Those trigger points are hyperconnected in some people with hypersensitive neuro-chakric systems and wearing earplugs or sandals can become impossible, physical pressure is very sensitive, as well as a sensitivity to motor and mental automatic imitation of others that cause resistance, occupational dysfunction and psychological pain.

The same system is connected to the ASMR response and misophonia is a form of neuromeridian hypersensitivity. NM can trigger sensations of 'brain rewiring', usually causing catatonia.

Diagnostic criteria:

  1. Inability to wear sandals/earplugs
  2. Somatization
  3. Catalepsy, weakness in hands after a strong emotion (mostly laughing)
  4. Muscular tension or neuralgia
  5. Uncontrolled, generalized, severe cringing
  6. Inability to filter subtle information, with the wholeness of subliminal messages
  7. Dissociation
  8. Electric feelings in the body by strong emotions
  9. Easily vulnerable to psychic viruses
  10. Heyoka (contrarian empath) tendencies


When a hypersensitive person has Neuromeridian Hyperaesthesia, they cannot filter fine and collective energy information, often develop intolerance to sound from overactive ASMR responses, trust less, become more isolated and distressed, have uncommon emotions and bipolar reactions, and may even become catatonic and have to consciously resist all sorts of Matrixware and are prone to infection from false mental disorders, depression, feelings of double personalities, and in extreme distress, psychosis.
The most common symptom is inability to wear sandals and earplugs causing neck 'twangs' and generalized 'misophonia' in multiple senses. Also a sensitivity to subliminal brainwashing, symbols and music, and this makes me totally intolerant of a huge portion of music. I fall less for scare and guilt tactics but have big startles and sometimes ignore important information from my internal voice shouting or both zone out and see everything simultaneously. Some thoughts don't seem to be mine. Mainstream-talking, I can only listen to those in reverse. Some people who crave backmasking and subliminality have signs of NM (like I do). I have had all the signs above. Most cases are mild, but I had to be very extreme. Your brain and reasoning are sensitive to the rhythm and density of energy.


Audition and music are sensitive to NM. Brains affected with NM are highly receptive to patterns, energy, psychology and subliminality. They have no informational threshold and can tell better when you're lying. They think in a timelessly rapid cycle of arborescent and abstract ideas, and can zone out instantly except with triggers. You can't sing near me because it rattles my NM.

That condition is similar to Low Latent Inhibition and could be related to forms of perceptual hypersensitivity and artistic prodigy.

You have to stabilize ASMR sensitivity and LLI together.

It's a secondary effect of NM to have unstable energy or sleep.

Add-up: NM is not a pathemia but has some unconscious emotionally pathemic traits.

Sunday, March 17, 2019

ADHD: An Honest Informational Reference

Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder, and its passive form Attention Deficit Disorder, are controversial diagnoses in the dsm-v and ICD-11 that are highly prevalent in children and adults, and seem to be one of the most overdiagnosed psychiatric conditions.

History

The first medical description of ADHD!!! dates to 179        8 with 'diseases of A T T EN T I O N' by a Scottish pHYsisItc Sir Alexander Critchton.  (HAHAHAHA HE SAID CROTCH)  described a series don't read this of patients described as "mentally restless" and "unable to focus on a single object, with a constant nervous excitability"



Core features of ADHD
are severe short-term memory loss, emotional impulsivity, differing degrees of psychological immaturity, hyperactivity (mentally and/or physically), in and restricted regulation of attention and motivation.

Short-term I FORGOT MY BABY IN THE HOT CARmemory loss

Forgetting is second nature. You forget BUTTimmediately what you SQUIRRELdid today and you even attended a party. You always forget duties, dates, faces, names, objects, keys, events, and even TO MAKE OR CHECK REMINDERS, eating, breathing, and sunglasses on your METALhead. Dory the Fish is your soulmate. (she has something more serious than ADHD)

Emotional impulsivity

You are very nervous and excitable, impatient, and also irritable. Zero patience. You even forget karmic lessons and punch your friend again for calling you something nasty. Parents of muggles ogled at you when you were a youngin and the system tried everything to correct you. You were called a brat, maybe suspended many times in teenage years. Lazy, irresponsible, everything.

Psychological immaturity

You still laugh at fart jokes (IM DAED), crAy at the smallest mistakes, have BEEP accidents once every five months, go to all sorts of teen conventions or throw parties all night at 4-NITE-0, or become easily craved to sugar and other QWERTYUIOPASDFGHJKLZXCVBNMforms POOPSTORMof addiction. Lifd kIDS like you naturally because you are so fun, childlike and relatable.

Energy

Internal: One hundred tabs of different                                           channels, and no one gets it.

External: You have the double energy of a chimera.

Sleep is a joke.

Attention and motivation

Natural_pORNcrastinator.

Hyperfocusing immediately on things that make you interested, and your brain withdraws in a trance.





I'm gonna finish this article tomorROW SO I DONT CARE *SQUIRRELED*




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Saturday, March 16, 2019

My 4th World Existence (Who are you?)

'Blogger is better than Wix', I shouted atop of the Champlain bridge.

In the 4th world.

I am a child of the 4th world. You puny first world problem humans will not understand my memes. (Maybe second world in here, but not many have internet)

My personality is 4th world-like. A fairytale. I see your intentions like a transparent shrimp.

A kid called Max quoted me as invisible, invincible and impossible.

I love you 3D humans, but don't fight. No more. Hush. The 4th world is far more silent.

I, Noshtau, am a Lightworkwer, psychologist and explorer of the human mind and soul collective.

I am familiar with Creating Champions for Life, Authentic Autism Solutions, cataloged conditions from 22q to NGLY1 deletion and Guevedoces, biological science, NCBI, and a real mental health nerd.

More than ready to parent, on an intellectual level, but too young to adopt or live by myself. (maybe in discretion and unheard from Big Eye, perhaps)

My discovery, called Napier's syndrome, is announced to be coming soon on my blog. It is the reason why many criminals are difficult to diagnose and so unusual or ambiguous. NS is the only generalized, highly contagious spiritual illness in existence that is strongly genetic and pathological. (Syndromic and non-syndromic variants on a spectrum of phenotypes and symptomatology). Anyone can be affected, and it is very energy-dependent.

Everything I see is from a 'fourth world' perspective. It's not a perfect world, but it's more vivid, it gives you rare feelings, once-in-a-lifetime experiences, you don't fall for the bubba-kiki game, and a different intuition.

We not only have superhumans with disabilities but those with superpowers, or both.

I am 16 year old male with an overlooked condition known as being a Child of the Fourth World. It may affect approximately 144,000 individuals on Gaia plus our more 'minor' associates. I advocate for my Higher Self and spirit tribe. The Event is Here. I cannot channel beings yet but my Higher Self is my profile picture. She revealed herself to me in the fourth world (which is the dream, mystical, fairytale world! I only can move back in it when asleep).